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When this video below becomes a LIVE streaming suicide, Will YOU be WATCHING? Hi, I am "Dave", I am 39 years old and have battled depression and mental illness for over 35 years. I am the father of 2 small boys that are both under the age of 10 years old. I have no possessions, No job and no Money. I have NOTHING to leave behind for my children and before my suicide I wish to raise enough money to not only cover any and all burial cost involved with my death but also to make sure that my children have something to help make their lives easier, Some money for school and cars when they are of age...Just want to give them the basic steps to let them reach their potential. They''re both such great boys and deserve the very best. This site is to help me grow support and to raise the needed money, If you don't let me down, I will NOT let you down.

‎I was raised in small town Ohio, Just a few miles outside of Dayton. I had a brother and 2 sisters, Parents that loved us and we were happy...When I was 5 I was injured in a lawn mowing accident and that put me into a comma for a few weeks leaving me blind in one of my eyes...A few months after I got to come home my mother was killed in a vehicle accident. My Father is an Amazing man and totally stepped to the plate. I don't think I've ever found a way to tell him thank you. After my mother died my life kinda just got flipped upside down. I failed every class..I was CONSTANTLY picked on...To the point that today, 35 years later I still HATE them kids that did it to me. I was picked on, Made fun of for everything from how I walked, My hair cut, My not having a mother, My Kmart brand clothes or my looks in general...I hated my childhood and it went on for years until I was in 6th grade when I finally was able to wiggle my way into a friend group that showed me some protection and somewhat let me have some semi normal experiences. I was never wanted by the girls so I never got to experience any of that stuff like school dances , proms or home comings...but ...I survived. 35 Years later I am still just a high school dropout with nothing..I am a hard working man when I have a job but I have the worst luck with businesses shutting down and such that I have been flat out laying on my face defeated the last few months,

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Quick Facts:

1: Suicide takes the lives of nearly 40,000 Americans every year.
2: An average of one person dies by suicide every 13.3 minutes.
3: There are four male suicides for every female suicide.

My Pros for suicide

1: The pain will finally end
2: My family and friends will no longer need to take care of me
3: I can rest my mind
4: No longer will I be so scared and nervous

|I’ve been slipping in & out of reality for years|

My cons for suicide

1: Kids will be without me and I know how much they love and need me
2: My dad will be hurt
3: I will officially be a quitter for life

Help save my kids Christmas

As I've said I have NOTHING. If you're able to help me give my kids something for Christmas this year It would be greatly appreciated.